Unbutton the top button! Here's My holiday break media diet

Over the last week and a half, I decided to get into the holiday spirit with several holiday movies. Of course I tuned in to my favorite archival streaming site, CathodeTV, for lots of them. Then there’s the couple’s movies with Tina.

I’ll try to provide links to all these movies IMDB pages, or somewhere to learn more about them.

If you’ve heard of the movie, there’s a big chance I watched it with my wife. Otherwise, most of these were broadcast at Cathode. Also, if you’re thinking, “How in the hell did you have time to watch all these?” I wasn’t always "just watching.” I often have them on when I’m cooking. Also, I’ve been reading. But this is a list even I’m in awe of.

So here’s my list.

Deadlock 1970 Roland Klick
Deadlock is a 1970 West German Spaghetti Western directed by Roland Klick. It is perhaps best known for the soundtrack supplied by the German rock band Can. This was my first viewing. I need a second watch. Odd and savory. (3.75/5)

The Family Plan 2023 Apple TV
A former top assassin living incognito as a suburban dad must take his unsuspecting
family on the run when his past catches up to him. Not a thinking-person’s movie, but a juvenile fun ride. Worth a watch. (3.75/5)

The Holdovers (2023) Peacock 
Forced to spend Christmas break at his prep school, a curmudgeonly instructor develops an unlikely bond with a troubled student and the head cook. This one is excellently performed and executed. I would call this a must watch asap. (5/5)


The Confessional (1995)
The year is 1952, in Québec City, Québec. Rachel (Suzanne Clément), sixteen, unmarried, and pregnant, works in the church. Filled with shame, she unburdens her guilt to a young Priest under the confidentiality of the confessional. In the present year of 1994, Pierre Lamontagne (Lothaire Bluteau) has returned to Québec to attend his father’s funeral. He meets up with his adopted brother, Marc (Patrick Goyette), who has begun questioning his identity and has embarked on a quest for his roots that would lead them to the Québec of the 1950s. Past and present converge in a complex web of intrigue where the answer to the mystery lies. Don’t rush out to see this one, but it’s a good watch. (3.5/5)

Looking for Mr. Goodbar (1977)
A horrifying tale based off the true life story of NYC schoolteacher, Roseanne Quinn, who led something of a double life. I’ve seen parts of this. It was really well executed. Diane Keaton is excellent. They describe it as Richard Gere’s breakout role. He crushes his part. It’s worth the viewing for his performance. The movie itself is terrifying. It’s ahead of its time. It’s not a feel good movie. There’s a scene in which Keaton is reading “The Godfather” which she’s in and came out in 1978. I’m guessing she was studying for the plot on set and the director was like, “This is great.” Or maybe it was planned. Who knows. Meta. (4.75/5). I can’t believe the subject matter it delves into. Prepare for rape, violence, drug, alcohol and most any trigger you can think of. There is homosexual, heterosexual and polyamory. It covers lots of bases.

Oppenheimer (2023) 
The story of American scientist J. Robert Oppenheimer and his role in the development of the atomic bomb. This was my second viewing. My wife’s first. She loved it. I did too. (4.75/5)

True Romance (1993) 
In Detroit, a pop culture nerd steals cocaine from his new wife’s pimp and tries to sell it in Hollywood, prompting the mobsters who own the drugs to pursue the couple. One of my favorite movies of all time. One of the most violent “feel good love stories” of all time. Performances through the roof. The cast is mind blowing. (5/5)

Ghostkeeper (1981)
Three friends on a New Year’s Eve snowmobiling excursion find themselves stranded at an abandoned lodge where the elderly female innkeeper is concealing a sinister secret. This is a cult-y classic. I didn’t love it. But didn’t hate it. It’s cinema that I would have never seen before CathodeTV. (2.5/5) … with a highly recommend anyway.

Christmas at Pee-wee’s Playhouse (TV Movie 1988)
Pee-Wee Herman throws a Christmas party at his playhouse with his friends and some celebrity guests. Add this to your holiday rotation of Christmas movies and specials! (5/5)

Deadly Dreams 1988 Kristine Peterson
Deadly Dreams is a 1988 American psychological horror film directed by Kristine Peterson, and starring Mitchell Anderson, Juliette Cummins, and Xander Berkeley. Another Cathode watch. Maybe low rating, but worth a watch. (2./5)

Jack Frost aka Morozko 1964 Alexander Rou 76m
A fairy-tale about a conceited young man and a young woman with a tyrannical step-mother, who must overcome magical trials in order to be together. This movie is a rare gem. Beautiful in so many ways. Eccentric and a feast for the eyes. (4/5)

The Star Wars Holiday Special (CBS TV Movie) 1978 Steve Binder and David Acomba
The Star Wars Holiday Special[a] is a 1978 American television special that originally aired on November 17, 1978, on CBS. It is set in the universe of the sci-fi-based Star Wars media franchise. Directed by Steve Binder, it was the first Star Wars spin-off film, set between the events of the original film and the then-unreleased sequel The Empire Strikes Back (1980). It stars the main cast of the original Star Wars and introduces the character of Boba Fett, who appeared in later films. This film was a complete flop and a diabolical travesty to release it. (0/5) There’s a 2023 documentary about this failure of marketing and ideation.

Blood Tracks (1985)
A film crew producing a rock music video decides to shoot at an abandoned factory above the snow line. When an avalanche strands them, a murderous family. This movie is a hilariously bad train wreck. (2/5)

Silent Night, Deadly Night (1984)
Little Billy witness his parents getting killed by Santa. Now Billy is 18 and he has just become Santa, himself. Again, crazy nutbag ride of cinematic hilarity. (2/5)

Game Over aka Deadly Games (1989)
Basically ‘Home Alone’ ripped off this French holiday horror romp! On Christmas Eve, a resourceful young boy has to defend himself and his grandfather from a killer dressed as Santa Claus. This was my second viewing. It’s such a ripoff of Home Alone. I’m not sure it has redeemable qualities, but it has a ridiculously weird story execution. (2.5/5)

The Amy Fisher Story (1993)
The true story of the Long Island teen who shoots and wounds the wife of a man she called her lover. With Drew Barrymore as Amy. We ended up putting this on our big screen from Cathode. Tina didn’t recognize Drew Barrymore, so she must have been doing something right. Crazy story. hilarious Tv adaptation of her story. (2.75/5)

On my calendar for July 21, 2017, at 7 a.m. it reads, "street photography | location: downtown chicago."

If I don't book my time, I will not do something.

Lately, I've been charging myself with eschewing social media, the news, and general distractions to concentrate on me, my art and creativity.

I'm trying to build new habits and give up on ones that are mentally or even physically distracting from productivity.

Just like working out, there are times when even if it's in my schedule, I'll almost do anything to trick myself from going. But I was determined. And I went.

Armed with a Panasonic GH5 and a Hasselblad H5D-40, I set out. I drove down, left the Hasselblad in the car and just shot the GH5. I did both video and stills.

When I got back to the car, I thought, "Fuck it. I'll end today. I got some good stuff. I'm headed home."

I text Tina to tell her I was on my way. Then I looked up and saw an image that I needed to take. I reached for the door handle, stepped back out, opened the back door where my cameras were, and pulled out the Hasselblad.

I took this image:

 

I text Tina afterward and said, "Nix that. I'm headed out with the Hassy."

So off I went.

I took photos for another hour. I met some people.

Like a woman who saw me and yelled out: "Hey, Camera Man!"

She was sitting outside at a Dunkin Donuts across from Columbia college. "What camera is that?"

I told her.

"Wow! What are you a fashion photographer?"

"I'm mainly portraits and interiors."

"You gotta come talk to my class. I teach across the street." She pointed at Columbia.

"Cool!"

We exchanged info.

Here's her image. She called herself "The Pope."

 

After that I took a portrait of a guy. He asked for $10 to photograph him.

We did a short seven or eight frame session.

I said, "What's your name?"

"<unintellible multi syllable word>" he responded.

"What?"

"<unintellible multi syllable word>" he repeated.

"I'm not sure what you're saying," I said.

"Well, my friends call me: T to the M to the ACK."

"T-mack?"

"Yes!" He pointed my way.

"T-mack it is!"

Here's his portrait:

 

I also took more shots that I loved.

You can view those below. Enjoy.

 

 

rising from a creative slump

For about a year and a half, maybe longer, I've been in a creative slump. My goal lately has been to yank myself out using the tuft on my neck that you pick puppies and kittens up by when they're getting into something they shouldn't.

Creative slumps suck.

As an artist, it's easy to point at all the extraneous factors that are at fault. Certainly there are external factors that come into play. For example: doctor's appointments, an accident, or any other life moment that may distract from productivity.

I've seen other artists -- people in general -- complain about the current political climate and blame that for certain levels of anxiety and lack of productivity. I share that sentiment completely.

It may be too early to shout out to the world about getting out of this slump, but I'm putting myself on the path. And with hard work and perseverance, I hope to stay there.

I've been seeing a therapist lately, and we've been exploring my fears, insecurities and how they pertain to self-expression.

Like other artists, I allow fear to prevent me from creating something, for fear it's going to turn out shitty. Not creating anything defeats the purpose of the creative.

I recently completed this self portrait.

 

It is a motion portrait, btw, so look for movement.  It's one of many things I hope to do to stay on the path. I'm not saying it's the BEST image in the world. But it's an image. It's an executed idea. I had the vision. I made a version of it. I'm sharing it with the world. I'm moving on. 

In a way, it's a metaphor for how I want to grow out of this place of fear and become bigger in the eyes of my audience. Whoever that might be.

I designed the visual with a couple different people in mind as the subject. One girl didn't respond at all to my request. Another one told me she wasn't the one for the job. At least she responded.

The image is a compilation of eight images composited into one. I'm working on a behind the scenes video now to show how I put it together.

Enjoy.

Source: https://www.bhphotovideo.com/find/dealZone...

Kevin Garrett is a helluva talent!

I had the opportunity to photograph singer/songwriter Kevin Garrett last Thursday at JBTV Music Television. I have to say I was pretty damn impressed by his work and talent. 

He's traveling with a band right now, but often he seems to perform solo. 

Wiki writes this about him: 

Kevin Garrett is an American musician from PittsburghPennsylvania based out of BrooklynNew York.
Kevin Garrett was born on March 25, 1991, in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. His debut EP, Mellow Drama, was released on April 7, 2015. Garrett co-wrote and co-produced "Pray You Catch Me", the lead track on Beyoncé's album, Lemonade.[7]

The show at JBTV was at noon, and while they were in the green room before their performance, he and his band were chowing on some salads they ordered in. He stuck his head out the green room and asked, "Portillo's is a big Chicago mainstay, right?" 

"Yeah," I said. "They're huge. Everyone loves that place ..." I paused and looked in to see no one had a burger, polish or fries and said, "Wait, none of you got a polish and fries?" 

"No," he said. 

We both laughed. 

Below is the photo I took of him. Facebook hated the treatment I did so I had to do another edit. Facebook pixelated the hell out of the red. To see the other version I did, check my Facebook feed. 

Check out some of his work on youtube

Enjoy. 

Arkells rock and SO do you!

Last Monday, I photographed a portrait and part of the performance with the band Arkells at JBTV Music Studio

From Wiki

Arkells are a Canadian rock band, formed in Hamilton, Ontario. In 2006, they signed with Dine Alone Records,[1] and have since signed with Universal Records Canada.[2] They have released four albums, two EPs and a number of singles that have charted in Canada. The band has won multiple Juno Awards, including one for their album High Noon in 2015.

As I photographed their sound check, I could tell these guys were super cool, very talented and definitely entertaining on stage. They were cool to meet in our quick photo session backstage and were complimentary of my camera gear. 

They did not disappoint the crowd that showed up on their lunch breaks to catch the intimate show. 

If you happened to miss them, check out anything you can find online and grab tickets next time they pass through Chicago or your town! 

Shooting with stylist Rosie Mae

A couple of months ago, my brother-in-law Michael Serafini told Tina and I about a local fashion designer named Rosie Mae who he met at his record store Gramaphone Records

We connected and Tina opened a discussion about a photo shoot featuring some of her designs and styling. We ended up scheduling a quick shoot the last week in June. 

And while I'm not a huge fan of photographing outside at high noon, that was what we agreed to. I'm not afraid of shooting at any time if it's approached well. We ended up shooting with a Einstein and a Photek soft lighter for most of these shots, and I couldn't be happier -- given all the factors around the shoot. 

I mixed use of a Canon 5D Mark III with a 50mm f1.4 at around f2 to f2.5 using a variable ND filter and a Hasselblad H5D-40 shooting around f4-f6.8 at 1/800th of a second. 

Our location was the bird sanctuary at Montrose Harbor. It was chosen because it's easy to get to and we didn't have a lot of time to spend running around trying to find locations. It was a Saturday and very crowded. But we make it all work. 

Our team was:

HMUA:
La'Yanna Kai

Models:
Gabija Guzauskaite
Binette Diallo

Wardrobe Stylist:
Rosie Mae

Photo Assistants: 
Adam Clayton
Luis Marin

Producer: 
Tina Serafini

Photographer:
Me.  

Enjoy these photos!